dear...LIE

like that song from TLC that goes:

 

Dear lieYou s*ck

You said you could fix anything

Instead I'm f*cked

You made things even worse for me

If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me

Guess I'm not smart

I let you unnerve me

I let you control me

Afraid the truth would hurt me

When it's you that hurts me more

 

... and the rest goes on. ... my life isnt that bad. i dunno. i just like to sing that song. though, this should have been my theme song fro a certain person. you know who you are. it's your song.

i came across one of your letters dated June 17, 2004. i could send a copy back to you if you'd like. just to prove you're one BIG liar.

 

speaking of liars. i know of people from my own family that lies biiiig time. i wont name names, but- you know who you are. i just cant fathom the way you treat Lola.

 

i'm quite engrossed posting stuff in Raven. i kinda pissed someone off. harharharhar!!! good. that way, "it" wont spread so much virus/poison anymore. wahahah!!!

 

i'm feeling a bit on my alien side. forgive me if you will not be able to tolerate me. or even understand me. or even like what i'm doing.

 

it will be better if i just go unnoticed. never making a noise. i will just leave you people in peace. i will retreat to my sanctuary. i will look for someting to occupy my rather- uhm- thirsty mind. yes. thirsty. for knowledge.

 

till then, my friends. i have naught to leave you, but this words:

 

i am the Master of Thinking. Fast or slow.

hehheheheheheh!!! =p