CONFUSED... still

im confused...

 

but before i elaborate on this matter, let me tell you that i just took Zinex: Antihistamine, so, in 30min i will feel soooo drowsy that i may not be able to make any sense here. my rhinitis is still acting up. i thought my medication for 2weeks was enough. i should've known better. this can last up to a month.

 

i am now sleepy. i can feel the medicine's effect. but as i promised, i will be telling you why i am confused.

 

again, it is because of a certain person who makes my life soooo complicated. i dont have to say his name. for you people who are monitoring this blog will know who i'm talking about. =D

 

but- wait... i said sorry to dude 2days ago and until now, he hasnt said he has forgiven me yet, but he's said "hi" already. weird. hehehe. prenster! kainis ka. madaya ka talaga. mutant nga ako, pero mas mutant ka na ngayon. harharhar =p

 

going back to the confusion part... i asked this person if he would meet with me when i go "there" and he gave me his assurance : "syempre naman oo!" life is soooo complicated with this person. but he doesnt reply to my texts, but texts me with "stuff" about uh- relationships, friendship, and life. one message i liked was about the logic behind "tsinelas" and "paa", that's the slippers and feet for you who dont understand Filipino. I am tsinelas, he is paa... always together and tsinelas protects paa. but paa will be very sad if tsinelas will be gone... hehehe. what do you make of this? i know this can mean friendship, but- hmmm... i'd rather think otherwise =D

 

it's like this, for almost 1yr, we didnt have any communication. he gave up his cellphone, so no text, no calls for us after we broke up... come Feb when i received an anonymous text asking if i can be a textmate. later on, he revealed that "he" is the one texting me, i called to make sure, sya nga...  grabe. i later learned from my friend who introduced us, that he kinda got my # back through borrowing her phone and well...pretending to play with the games and checking out the features... but actually, already searching for my name and my #. aha!!! buking!!! his friendster profile doesnt say "single" or "in a relationship"... but it says "it's complicated" like mine. that means we're both CONFUSED. hahaha!!! well, he admitted earlier that he still loves me... it's  just that... never mind... it's confusing me really.

 

why am i ranting about this, you would ask? well, i have nothing more productive to do. i am confused and i am now sleepy. my mind isnt working as it should be. i'll close my eyes for a while... i'll complete sequence later... hehehe... i'll be sleeping