apocalypse...

i dont know what to say. i dont know what i'm doing. it's as if the world stopped breathing. even if only one person had his last breath on earth.

 

say your final goodbye

coz you'll never see him again

no one would

i've never known a person who was so ready to face death

i've never known someone who was... well, just so hard to forget

 

October 13, 2005 :about 6PM

my grandfather passed away peacefully. he was 89 years old. my beloved lolo. there are so many things that would remind me of him.

i cant just enumerate them here. coz the space is not enough...or if it is, time is not solely mine to consume. whatever. i know i am not making any sense here. so if you'd rather not read this blog, then don't.

 

i'm still not well. i'm still feeling soooooooo bad. allergies and all. i need masiope and wiki wiki fast. anyone who has immediate relievers... not pain relievers... have mercy on me. heeheehee...

 

i have a new crush. i'm gonna name him Eragon- or - Shur'tugal... or still Draco #2. heeheehee. i'm thinking... Hakkai? hmmmm... yeah.

i'll call him Hakkai. he kinda looks like Cho Hakkai, too. hihihi.

but i'm not sure if he's like Hakkai through and through. all i know is he's the silent type. he doesnt talk that much. he's a gentleman... but i'm not sure if he's an intellectual like Hakkai or if he has a well-guarded past... {but i have a haunch that he does} heeheehee...

 

this is an 8. now, this is a 10.

i still dont see any difference. do you?

 

well, i'm feeling so blue... not to mention the tips of my fingers turning blue again... ={

i'm so outta here.

cant wait to see Draco,Artemis, and of course Hakkai!!!!!!!!!!