case ID 007

i am staring again at the monitor. like i'm in a trance. like all the time. like all day, staring at the "monitor" making friends with shadows on my screen. wahahahah!!! i know i look like stupid here. i dont care. its who i am. i know i am stupid in my own way. i know you are, too. i'll stop typing for now. i'll continue staring.

 

--- after 2hours ---

 

i'm done staring. i will stare some more. hahaha!!! it's my RD!!! yehey!!! i like it! Mrtin lent me his Wheel of Time: In the Beginning book. it's the first of 12{?}. Talia told me there are a lot of characters and there are a lot of stuff to  memorize. heeheeheehee. let's see if i like it. i have 3 days- NO. just 2 days. havent finished The Testament by Grisham yet. this book has something on the back which says: "Let the Dragon ride again on the winds of time." hmmmm... this book has dragons,too. coincidence? ooohhh..., not. martin said that it is a human dragon. not really a dragon which is a dragon. but a human who is like a dragon. heeheehee. kinda like The Saint of Dragons, except that in Saint, the dragons looked like dragons in the eyes of the dragon hunters, but to ordinary people, they would look like human beings.

 

i'm excited already. i dunno. i'm just excited.

it's almost GoF and--- basta!!! i can feel something is going to happen. it's just sooooo secret that even i dont know what it is. wahihihihi!!!

 

is it me or is it the world i live in? i'm sleepy again. weird. it's always the same time that i feel so sleepy. i dont like it. i might be suffering from a grave disease.

 

but there is good news for you people out there. Umbridge is nowhere to be seen!!! hmmm... did the minister finally fired her? heeheehee. or is it because Dumbledore is already here? oh, i hopeit is coz of the minister FINALLY firing her. i can only wish. there's a rumor that she is going to be promoted.... to what?!?!?! i dont wanna know. maybe she'll be the next minister?!?!?! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT????????!!!!!!!! i will be the one to slash her throat.

 

--- flash ---

 

i just realized i still like that someone. but not enough for my stomach to turn sommersaults anymore. i'm fine now. haaaaaay. i can breathe freely. heeheehee. i'm happy with my Draco. my own dragon. my baby Draco. --- there's that feeling again --- sooo weird. has my hairs raised and my brain frozen. i feel cold. i feel dizzy. i feel bored. my eyes are tired. i'm just forcing it to remain open until the last hour of this d****d shift.

 

--- back again ---

 

 

--- but will be leaving again... finally... the loooooong wait has ended. i am now free!!!

 

it is Umbridge's birthday tomorrow. so what?!?!?!

again, i heard she will be promoted to uhm... what was that again? oh, who cares? well... if i hear another rumor about the so-called promotion, uhm... i'll notify you all. ayt? wahihihihi!!!

 

for now, i'll be outta here. "i'm off to see the wizard" {from the Wizard of Oz line}. but not the wizard on Emerald city. it's the Pureblood Slytherin wizard ---> Draco Malfoy.