the purest of pain...

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
And so I surrended just to hear your voice
I know how many times I said I'm gonna live without you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
But there is something baby that you need to know
That deep inside me i feel like Im dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

Vida, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live
The air that I Breathe
Cariño mio, my worlds become so empty
My day's are so cold and lonely,
and each night I taste
The purest of pain

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away
But to tell you the truth, I can't find my way
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking

... purest of pain by Son by Four. a song for Starfish. i just received a text from his new "girl" last night telling me that they broke up. duh?!? and that me and him should take care of each of each other "daw." me pahabol pang smiley. harharhar!!! sooo?!?
... liars go to HELL, remember. stay back, or you DIE, FILTHY MUDBLOOD!!!
... you dont have any right to talk to me, nor send me any messages. who gave you the right to invade my privacy?!?
... just because he told you i was his ex, doesnt give you ANY right to discuss options with me. any options for that matter.
... i know that he told you a lot of things which is why you decided to break up with him. coz, gurl, he really cant escape me. he's MINE. he knows that. he said that. {ewwww} hahaha!!!
... you kinda ruined my day... NOT!!!
... yesterday morning, i had a very very very good day. i dunno why. maybe because i saw NO one who makes my day hell. harharhar!!! tinopak lang ako. hahaha. instead of sleeping, I went out with Monster and just lazed around all afternoon. good thing i went home with still 5hrs to sleep.
... talking about yesterday, ahahaaaaaaay... basta, secret... ^_^
... i gotta go. i have to check something pa. and i have to sleep...
... June 8, Kuya Charles' wedding. i'm a secondary sponsor, Cord. July 8, cuz Sarz wedding. i'm a secondary sponsor again, Veil. heeheehee... mabili ang beauty. harharhar!!!
... sometime in July, i'll be flying to Manila to create mayhem, chaos and disaster. the triplets are back. WW4. beware. annihilation of ALL enemies. leaving no one alive. warn them once. let them choose: to stay back.... or DIE. bwahahaha!!!
... La Maldita ReiXian is back!

"Stay back, human. You don't know what you're dealing with."