how to deal...

How do i cope (how do you cope) when
The one you love is
With somebody else
And there's nothing you can do about it
How do you deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it
Though its heartbreakin
Its something that i had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do i live
How do i deal without you

my theme song. this is me. now. well, aside from Let Me Hold You. AGAIN. and... hmmm...what other song is making me lose myself nowadays? hmmm... that needs thinking. i've been out of civilization for a week now. no news on the muggle world and even the wizarding world. i gotta check the Daily Prophet later. hope i have the time.

i've been hibernating. hahahaha. if that's what you call it. it's famine in my place. drought... no galleons to spend. not even sickles. just a few knuts left. heeheehee. until a miracle comes, i'll be living mostly on rats {ewwww} hehehe. just a comparison between what Sirius had to go throughand my sitch now. but i dont think i'll be living off rats. i'll be looking for a more edible menu. like... dogs? hahaha!!! house-elves? ewwwwww... wahahahaha!!! Kreacher would taste soooo bad that i would want to puke and Dobby? ugh! never mind. i just hate the thought. wahihihihihi!!! hmmm... what would be a good alternative? what about if i go someplace where i can eat for free? say, how about Ron's place? Mrs Weasley is a generous lady. i can eat there. -or- Artemis' and Draco's place? heeheehee. i'm sure it wouldnt be a big deal for them. i'm always welcome there.

how do i live? how do i deal? those are questions that i have these days, until my knight in shining armor takes me away to neverending happiness. wahihihihi... like the Neverending Story.

do you remember Bastian? and Falcore? and Atreo? hmmm...reminiscing. that is always a good way to divert my attention to my present sitch. my "beggar" sitch. oh, yeah. let's just talk about the past. like Zapped. i just remember the first name of the lead: Barney. that's it. and the theme songs Got to Believe in Magic and King and Queen of Hearts.

----waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!-----

Omarion's Touch is haunting my brain!!!

and weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhh!!!! Bow Wow is playing now {on the ultra-hitech-gadget-must-have-by-a-pureblood-which-is-the-MAC-ibook-G4}

it has preloaded songs which includes my faves like Bow Wow's song and Fankie J's...and selected RnB and Alternative songs

well, here is Bow Wow's official website: http://www.bowwowwanted.com/site.html

Shad Moss before he was Lil Bow Wow and now just Bow Wow...

i guess i knew how to deal now. heeheehee. i had a kinda-semi-perfect day today. well...i'll have a perfect day tomorrow if i'll have a bit of a "DSL" access... aside from what i have right now, that is. a friend told me that "DSL" is really worth it. hehehe. get me so far? {wink wink} well, if you dont, then- not gonna tell. that's a BIG secret. wahihihihi!!! shhhh... "DSL" is wiki-wiki {in terms of speed}. connection speed is really guaranteed. transmission speed? hmmm... i dont know about that. haven't tried "DSL" yet. but, for now, i'll settle with being a Pureblood. heehee.

i'm quite contented with my Artemis Fowl and my Draco Malfoy.

so, until here. and i hope i'll have more to rant about tomorrow if i'll have that perfect day and a taste of "DSL". hehehehe. hmmm... what do you think Arty? Draco? ---> is "it" worth our time? i sure do hope sooooo... quite tempting... heehee